God laughs and jokes

God is encouraging me today to go on. To trust Him. To not turn back. The Lutheran pastor (Jeske) is talking about Jesus in the wilderness and how it seemed God was going too far to almost starve Jesus. At this point, I’ve been having little times of thinking this is just ridiculous. I need to get out of here. But God is saying wait. Let the SOLG do what He is supposed to be doing. He will do it well and thoroughly. Papa, wants me on His lap, NOW!!! Get there and stay there and snuggle down.

As I do I see how worried everyone around me is and how down they are. How attached to flesh and how hard they are trying to save themselves. I’m talking about Christians. Then I look at myself. With my size 18 stretch jeans, self

Excuse me if you can. I’ve lost about 50 lbs over this faith walk I’ve been on and was a size 22w.

Oh my! God has made me someone who has to always joke around and laugh with the truths of the gospel. God is hilarious, funny. God laughs a lot and jokes a lot and tickles us until we laugh. He is the Lord of the Dance and He wants us to laugh and dance and joke around. To tease. Come on Christians, we’re supposed to. Get with the joy of the Kingdom. Get used to it. There is going to be sooooo much laughter in Heaven. Get used to laughing down here.


Long time no see

Oh my goodness – it’s been forever since I’ve written here. I was so shy about exposing my life, but now I’ve been video blogging my whole life, what is there to be scared of.

I’m off to Nnenna’s graduation. My niece. Love her, but hate going to these things. And this is not even the ceremony but the party part.

Why I hate High School graduations is that, isn’t high school education free here and compulsory? So what’s the big deal if you go. So what!!!! You have to go. And if you drop out, you’re an idiot. Even if your sick or sad or bad, there are correspondence courses. This is America. This is where every child in the world wish they could be. And you’re here and you’re not finishing high school. For this Nigerian woman, that is ridiculous.

But I’m taking care of mother after back surgery and she wants to go and so I’ll take her. I almost sent her with her friend Sue, but the Holy Spirit said that would not be nice. So I’m going too. Taking crocheting to do and leaving the laptop.

Wait a minute, why should I leave the laptop. I just got a jump in energy and attitude. Take it! Then I can keep downloading You Tube and write some more on the blogs I’ve neglected. I feel the Holy Spirit of God – I call Him Spirit of the Living God (SOLG) – is going to reach out and grab you all in your places and pull you into this record. Why? I don’t know, but you must need what I’m putting out there, ‘cuz He doesn’t so anything for nothing. SOLG, that is. He makes sure everything I do, means something to uplifting and expanding the Kingdom of Heaven.

The same is probably true for you, so stay in there. Somebody needs you. And He is using you.


Princess Ayo